
photo: Alexandra Elliott
I’ve blogged before about the joys and challenges of being a writer and a mother and the “art of juggling.” I thought back to that blog yesterday. I had to give a presentation at meeting for my Merola Opera Program job, meet up with my daughter’s nanny to drop her off, and later that night finish going through copy edits for Gilded Deceit. It was raining. We were running late. I wasn’t sure I’d told the nanny the right place to meet. Finally, on the way into the meeting, I apologized to a colleague for running late, and she said not to worry and then added, “It must be hard being a mother.”
Later, sitting in the meeting (after I turned around the heel of my Wolford tights so a run wouldn’t show and fished out a blue crayon from my Longchamp tote to make notes because I couldn’t find a pen) I thought about that comment. Being a mother is exhausting at times. It’s rewarding. It can be challenging, especially when one tries to juggle the various parts of one’s life or simply get out the door with a sleepy five-year-old and all the things you need or both your days. But I don’t really think of it as hard. And more than anything else, I think I would call it fun.
Before I was a mother I didn’t play hide and seek tag, set up doll tea parties, or tell stories in the car. I didn’t get to share the wonder of seeing my daughter discover the world.
When I got to the copy edits, I thought about Suzanne and the way she juggles her life, which makes mine look simple. I think Suzanne would say the secret (along with “not minding if you fail”) is finding happiness in the moment. Which I’d agree with.
January 25, 2017 at 6:04 am
Finding happiness in the moment is a sentiment that everyone should live by everyday. The Christian version is “This is the day the Lord has made – rejoice and be glad in it”. Either way we should not worry about the next hour or day but find something right now to enjoy. And children are good for that because they live in the moment. Enjoy Mel now because the years zip past you in a flash!
January 25, 2017 at 6:23 am
Exactly – children are great at reminding one of live on the moment – and to savor those moments.
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January 25, 2017 at 3:29 pm
Living in the moment is truly a key to happiness and getting the most accomplished in life. I struggled with this for a while after I began teaching – family responsibilities and job with the lesson plans, meetings, grading, constant professional development. Exhaustion was the key word, plus stress, which put me on blood pressure meds. I finally learned to just take care of each day, to only think of what I needed to accomplish that day, and not worry about all of the projects and commitments lined up in the future. Sanity and enjoyment returned to my life.
You truly do so much, Tracy, and it sounds like you enjoy the moment. As Lynne said, children grow up too fast, so treasure the moments.